Maybe I have changed...

2011-10-03T20:33:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since I've felt like I should be getting closer to God and I haven't done anything about it still besides open my Bible and read a couple verses. I'm not perfect. But it's also been awhile since I've gone out and gotten sloppy drunk too, so even though I haven't made much for progress, I also haven't slid back at all either... right?

I need to stop smoking, I know it's terrible for me but it's another great habit that I picked up while hanging out with the wrong crowd. I never thought I'd be the girl that fell in with the bad crowd and started doing what they did. Since I haven't been hanging around with them anymore, I keep getting called stuck up and told that I must think I'm too good for them, and I came across a quote last night that says

"When people tell you 'you've changed' - it just means that you've stopped living your life their way."

-How true! I hadn't thought of it like that, and it's something I needed to hear. I want to start living my life God's way. I mean doing things I shouldn't be doing can be a lot of fun, but I just don't get any enjoyment out of it anymore. Kind of a been there, done that kind of thing... only I wish I had never done it. I'd still have money in my bank account, a lot more respect from the important people in my life, and a lot better sense of self worth out of the whole deal. But that's why I'm walking a better path, one step at a time.

One step at a time...

Maybe I have changed...